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The Ruxomar Resurgence Vol. 2 Ch. 8 'ATLAS' Pt. 2
"Incoming hail from Captain Yuu, putting it onscreen now." "Captain Kuro. We are approximately 5 minutes away from the dropout point. I suggest we start preparing the fighter wings." "I agree, Captain. I also suggest that we have some ships providing cover fire as well." "Acknowledged. Let's get this show on the road." "Attention all ships. This is Captain Kuro. Carrier wings 1-1, 1-2, 1-3, and 1-4, prepare 3 waves of fighters each for immediate departure at dropout. All other carrier units, prepare 5 waves each and standby." "All carrier wings have acknowledged." "Defiant wings 1-1 and 1-2, Toreador wings 1-1, 1-2, and 1-3, Galaxy wings 1-1 and 1-2, once we have arrived at dropout, you are to provide cover fire for the fighters. All other ships are to attack the main station and supporting ships according to your designated battle plan." "All ships have acknowledged. One minute away from dropout." "Attention all ships, dropout in 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, now." At that moment, all
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Anxiety, Depression, Suicide, and The Future.
(NOTE: Claire, if you start reading this before we have that chance to talk, I ask that you stop until we can talk, I'd rather you find out through me IRL rather than some journal I make on DA. However, if you *must* read on, so be it. You're amazing Claire <3)
Hello everyone, my name is CenaKat. Though some of you may know me by some of my nicknames, such as Kuudere, or Kriss Neo, or you may simply know me as Ian, my name. Very recently I feel like my life, I've been starting to slide downhill again. I don't know why. I have the best church family in the world, I have the absolute best friends in the world (Lookin' at you Aud, Claire, and Cady ofc.) and I have the absolute most phenomenal girlfriend ever. But... why... why do I feel like I'm falling apart? I'm going to explain some things to all y'all, and at the same time I'm going to try and discover why I feel like I do. I'm more than likely going to detail everything in the title. However, the future shouldn't be that bl
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The Ruxomar Resurgence Vol. 2 Ch. 8 'ATLAS' Pt. 1
Passage of time: 16 hours.
Present Stardate: 93648.5
"Captain, we are approaching Starbase 57." "Thank you, Claire. Signal Rodin and his ships to drop out of warp. Begin our approach." The Athens, along with Rodin's lead ship docked at Starbase 57. Logan and his senior officers, along with Rodin and his escort officer made their way to the briefing room where they met with Admiral Okawa and several other senior officers from both the Ruxomar military and the Federation.
"Now that everyone is here, we may begin this meeting." Everyone took their seats. "Last night we sent a scout ship to the colony aforementioned. The reason it went off the grid, is because it's no longer there. The scout ship was able to extrapolate a course that their ships took, they followed it. It led them to an unexplored system. The Eridinians have built themselves a construction and distribution base, dubbed 'ATLAS', orbiting the 4th planet in the system, for now we're referring to that system as the Atlas syste
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The Ruxomar Resurgence Vol. 2 Ch. 7: 'Zakarri'
"Captain, we are now approaching Zakarri 6.  Sir... I'm not detecting any ships on sensors."  "Keep scanning.  Jade, take us to yellow alert, raise the shields, just in case."  "Aye Sir."  "According to the location we received the distress call from, we should be right on top of it.  However, I'm still not detecting any ships in the system."  "I don't like this, Logan."  "Neither do I, Claire."  "Captain! I'm detecting a ship on an intercept course!  It's shields are raised and it's weapons are armed!"  "Red Alert!  Jade, try to hail them."  "Aye, no response."  "They're firing!"  The unknown ship targeted the Athens port side.  "No damage, captain.  They seem to have cloaked."  "Keep an eye out for them. Maintain red alert."  
"Captain, they're back!  They have a lock on our engines.  No damage."  "Return the favor, target they're engines, and disable their ship."  "Aye
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The Ruxomar Resurgence Vol.2 Ch.6. 'Ping Pong'
Passage of Time:  Approximately 3 weeks.
No major events have occurred.
Current Stardate is now 93645.16
Logan Kuro is asleep in his quarters, when his intercom system alerted him to an incoming message.  Logan got up and activated his terminal.  "Captain Kuro here.  What can I do for you, Admiral?" Logan said, still waking up.  "Logan, please come to my office as soon as you can.  Bring a cup of coffee with you."  "Aye, sir.  I'll be down in 10 minutes."  Logan changed into his uniform and made his way to the Admiral's office.  "Come in."  "Good morning, Logan.  Let's get to business.  Construction on the Athens is scheduled to be completed by the end of this week.  However, today, you will be taking the Athens on it's shakedown cruise."  The Admiral handed him a PADD.  "I've approved your first official mission to head to Ruxomar 5 to pick up a very special member of your crew.  Jade's cat, Ping Pong
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The Ruxomar Resurgence Vol.2 Ch.5 'Connections'
"So uh... what is this program you've been working on?"  Claire asked, with a glimmer of interest in her eyes.  "It's an old human form of entertainment, it's called 'Wrestling'.  To put it short and simple, people fight in a square-shaped ring.  It's a lot more intricate, so I'll explain some on the way there.  There's a lot of different promotions; WWE, TNA Impact, Ring of Honor, and New Japan are amongst the most popular.  So are you still interested?"  "It sounds... different, but it sounds fun. Well, come on, lets get going!"  "So this event we're going to is called 'SmackDown Live', it's hosted by the WWE.  This event takes place on Earth date Dec 6th, 2016.  WWE hosts it's shows in different cities each Monday and Tuesday, this one was hosted in a large city called Houston.  You'll see more when we get there.  So basically the rules are, two people are in the ring, fighting each other, until someone can pin or make the
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I've Been Tagged
I was tagged by the wonderful LunaPlayz31 :love:
LOLI/SHOTA
[X] You tilt your head when you’re confused. 
[X] You love sweets and cute things. 
 
[X] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends. 
[X] People often call you cute. 
[X] You care a lot about your friends. 
[X] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements.
[X] You like bright, soft colors.
[X] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs. 
[X] You add things to the end of your friend’s names.
[X] People often say “aww” when you’ve done something clumsy/silly.
[X] You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship. 
Total : 11
TSUNDERE
[X] You come off as tough and confident on the outside, when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside. 
[X] You often hide your true feelings for someone. 
[X] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you.
[X] You are protective.
[] When someone
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How To Make A Secret Folder In Less Than 10 Steps!
Hey, everyone! Today I'm showing you a tutorial on how to make a secret folder!
So sometimes there might be deviations you're not too proud of, maybe you like them but might be afraid that others might think they're bad, or maybe you like to mess with people as a harmless joke.
Well, I'm gonna show you how to make a secret folder that is hard to locate unless you search really hard for it!
Are you ready kids? I can't heaaaar youuuu? Oooooooooooo(kay, let's go!!!)
STEP 1: Click New Folder or go to your desired folder. For this tutorial, I decided to use an already-existing folder.

STEP 2: When you are inside of your desired folder, click on the pencil icon that says "Folder Options".

STEP 3: Go to Folder Options > Icon > Change Icon. It is outlined in a red rectangle and blue arrows in the screenshot below so that you can follow along easily.
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Calligraphy - Quotes and Lyrics
I don't consider this traditional Calligraphy.  I will draw your favorite quote, or song lyrics, in the Gothic Textura Quadrata* font.  I start out making the letters in pencil so I can correct any errors, straighten lines, etc.  Then I use a sharpie pen* and go over the letters.  I usually fill in with a sharpie.*  

*I can attempt to do other fonts if you provide a link to them so I can have a reference.  I'm the most experienced in basic and GTQ.

**I can use basic pen, or other sort of utensils at request, but please be aware, I am VERY tight on money and items available to me to use.

***Again,  I can fill in with another utensil, or leave blank at request.  Please remember my last notes warning.

****If you request a paper copy for yourself,  I will scan it to my computer end email that to you, you may print it out at your location.  My reason for this is that I do not want to be responsible for having others addresses, nor do I have the money to mail items out.

*****For now, I will only do quotes up to 4 pages.  My reason being is my time.  I just wont have time to do that, unless of course you are willing to wait a month or so.

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CenaKat
Kuudere
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
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DevID pic made by my girlfriend, the phenomenal Claire Lotas!

I like anime, and also coffee.
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Well hey guys it's me. I'm doing a meme. Woothoo. I took this from TreePencil because yeh. Woooo

LOLI/SHOTA

[X] You tilt your head when you’re confused. (At times.)

[X] You love sweets and cute things. 
 
[/] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends. 

[] People often call you cute. (HAHAHHAHAHAHA no.)

[X] You care a lot about your friends. 

[] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements.

[] You like bright, soft colors. (I like black. ;p)

[/] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs. 

[/] You add things to the end of your friend’s names.

[] People often say “aww” when you’ve done something clumsy/silly.

[X] You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship. 

Total : 6.5


TSUNDERE

[X] You come off as tough and confident on the outside, when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside. 

[X] You often hide your true feelings for someone. 

[/] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you.

[X] You are protective.

[X] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still on the inside worried that you’ve hurt them. 

[] You are easily embarrassed.

[X] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them. 

[X] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings. 

[XX] You can be violent at times.  ("at times" sure yeah lets go with that)

[/] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away. 

[] You never cry in front of others. 

Total : 9 (yes I'm counting the double X as 2 points cus I want to. Fite me)


YANDERE

[X] You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly. 

[] When angry, you normally hide it until the time for revenge is right.

[X] You can at times, be obsessive. 

[X] People have said you are “two-faced”.  (Hell I've admitted it myself.)

[] People tell you that you’re nice, but can be creepy at times. 

[] You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset. 

[] People find it weird to see you anything other than gentle and smiling.

[X] When you’re upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh.

[X] You can get very violent. 

[] You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more. 

[X] You like colors like dark blue or light red. 

Total : 6


KUUDERE - (SPECIAL NOTE FOR THIS ONE: My nickname is Kuudere on like everywhere, so I'm a Kuudere regardless)

[X] You don’t show your emotions to others. (I try not too)

[X] When you become close to someone, you slowly open up. 

[XX] Although you don’t show it, you are easily made happy. 

[X] You care for others a lot, still you don’t show it. 

[X] People think you are mysterious. 

[XX] You can be shy.

[X] You aren't very loud, rather silent.

[X] You know who to trust and who not to. 

[X] You choose which friend you can trust wisely.

[/]You like simple colors, like light purple or white. 

[x] You are rather mature. 

Total : 12.5


DANDERE

[X] You are a shy person.

[X] You are quiet and don’t speak up for yourself.

[/] You look down instead of straight forwards when walking. 

[/] You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking.

[X] You have stage fright.

[/] You are stoic and not very open.  (depends on the person)

[] You hide yourself with your hair at times.

[] You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird.

[X] You are afraid of meeting new people.

[X] You are a hard worker. 

[X] You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you'll cherish it very much.

Total : 7.5




LOLI/SHOTA = 6.5
TSUNDERE = 9
YANDERE = 6
KUUDERE = 12.5
DANDERE =  7.5

Hella!  I tag whoever want's 'ta do this ;D
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  • Drinking: Coffee
Hey Y'all, so I'm in need to assistance. I need some name ideas for ships in my series! Be inventive, be creative! Anything goes!
"Incoming hail from Captain Yuu, putting it onscreen now." "Captain Kuro. We are approximately 5 minutes away from the dropout point. I suggest we start preparing the fighter wings." "I agree, Captain. I also suggest that we have some ships providing cover fire as well." "Acknowledged. Let's get this show on the road." "Attention all ships. This is Captain Kuro. Carrier wings 1-1, 1-2, 1-3, and 1-4, prepare 3 waves of fighters each for immediate departure at dropout. All other carrier units, prepare 5 waves each and standby." "All carrier wings have acknowledged." "Defiant wings 1-1 and 1-2, Toreador wings 1-1, 1-2, and 1-3, Galaxy wings 1-1 and 1-2, once we have arrived at dropout, you are to provide cover fire for the fighters. All other ships are to attack the main station and supporting ships according to your designated battle plan." "All ships have acknowledged. One minute away from dropout." "Attention all ships, dropout in 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, now." At that moment, all 350 ships dropped out of warp just outside of the range of the Atlas platform and their ships.

"Captain Yuu to carrier wings 1-1 through 1-4, initiate launch. All other carrier units, standby for immediate launch." Each wing launched 3 waves of 10 fighters each. "Captain Yuu, Odyssey is changing callsign. Odyssey is now Archangel." "Athens to Archangel. All ships are ready." "Alright then. All ships, initiate attack!" 50 fighters attacked the frontlines of the enemy fleet, catching them off guard, damaging several ships. "Defiant, Toreador, and Galaxy wings, move in closer! We're losing fighters, they need more cover! Athens to carrier wings 1-5 through 1-10, launch your fighters now!" "Archangel to Athens! Status Report!" "We've destroyed several of their ships, but we're no where near close to breaking through. They are launching fighters." "Alright, it's time we send in some heavy artillery. Sovereign-Actual, Archangel. Send in ships at your discretion." "Yes Sir. Sovereign wings 1-1 and 1-2, get in there and do your thing!" Six Sovereign class ships pulled ahead of other ships and unloaded on the enemy frontlines, attempting to make a hole in their lines. "Simmons to Archangel, we have a problem. We've got hull breaches on decks 2, 5, 6, and 8! Casualties on all decks!" "Get out of there Simmons!" "Negative, Archangel." The defiant class U.S.S. Simmons maneuvered through a couple of the enemy lines before being fatally hit with a shot from one of the Eridinian ships. The Simmons was destroyed, severely damaging several of the Eridinian Escorts and battleships. "Target those ships! NOW!" Several of the Ruxomar ships targeted the damaged ships, destroying 8 of them.

"Archangel, Athens." "Go ahead Athens." "Captain Yuu, I have an idea. I want to lead 100 cloak capable ships to the rear of the enemy fleet. We can flank them and hit the station at the same time. It will take about 3 minutes to set up." "Go ahead. Take whatever ships you need, just don't leave us defenseless." Captain Yuu said that last part with a tone of sarcasm. "Defiant-actual, Athens. We need about 30 of your ships." "Acknowledged. I'm placing the entire Defiant wing 3 under your command. That's about 35 ships." "Thank you captain. Hail Zomar wing 5. Zomar 5-actual, this is Athens. I'm taking command of Zomar 5." "Yes sir." The Athens took command of several other wings of various ships from each fleet, totaling 120 ships altogether. "Attention all ships now under my command, initiate cloak and split up into 4 groups, head to your designated point and wait for my signal." Logan's ships moved to their 4 points. "Attention, decloak and open fire. Watch your fire. Keep an eye out for our ships." All 120 ships decloaked and opened fire on the station and the fleet. "Captain, we've got their attention. We've got incoming ships in an attack formation." 3 Defiant class ships decloaked and attacked the incoming ships, destroying them.

"Target the stations shield generators!" "Yes Sir." "Archangel, Athens. How are you doing over there?" "We're fine. The enemy fleet is down to about 200 ships, we've taken loss though. They've taken out several sovereign class ships. We're down to 217 ships in total. We're going to attempt to make a hole in their lines again so we can get through." "Godspeed, Athens out." "Captain, we've dealt some damage to the station. They are starting evacua- captain, hold that thought. We've got an Eridinian battleship changing course, directly for us." "Auxilliary power to shields. Hail Defiant 3. Defaint 3, we have a problem." "We see it. We'll provide some help." "Incoming Fire!" Several shots hit the Athens. "Front shields down to 87 percent. That's some firepower." "Open fire! Target their shield generators and weapons!" Several shots hit one of the defiant class ships, destroying it. "Incoming hail from Archangel!" "Athens, we've broke through. Looks like you've got your hands full. I'm sending ships to assist, we'll hit the station while you take that ship out." The enemy battleship took out several more ships, being barely damaged itself. "We just lost the Nova, the Firesha, and the Wrangler. This ship is too powe-" The battleship landed a hit on the exposed section of the Athens. "Hull Breech, deck 10 section 112-115!" "Captain, we have 5 more ships decloaking! No way... they're Klingon! A Negh'Var and 4 birds of prey!" Logan looked back at Teva, who had a big smirk on her face. "Incoming hail from the Negh'Var." "This is Alexander Rozhenko of the I.K.S. Worf. You look like you could use some assistance!" "You bet! I have my suspicions that a certain bridge officer of mine called you here... thank you for responding. Target that battleship!" "Qapla'." The Negh'var opened fire on the battleship, taking it's shields out. "Fire Torpedoes!" Several combined shots from The Negh'var and the Athens destroyed the battleship. "Athens to Rozhenko. Give us some cover from the fleet while we take out this station. Take out all ships you can!" "Captain, the stations shields are down!" "Destroy it!" The rest of the fleet had taken out most of the enemy fleet, the rest of the ships have retreated. "All ships, fire." The remaining 87 ships opened fire on Atlas. "Captain, the stations core is about to breach, we need to get out of here!" "All ships, set a course to Starbase 57, maximum warp, NOW!" The Atlas' core breached, destroying several more ships before they had a chance to warp out, leaving a total of 82 ships left.

"Open a hail to the I.K.S. Worf. As a thank you for the assistance, we would like to invite you to join us at Starbase 57." "Qapla', we would like that. It was an honor to fight alongside warriors such as yourself." "Qapla', Alexander." "Teva, I knew you had contacts in the Klingon empire, but I had no idea that they were Worf's son!" "I try to keep it a secret. They happened to be in the sector and we needed the help, so..." "Thank you, Teva." Captain Kuro went to his ready room.

"Captain's log, Stardate 93648.9. Today' attack on the Atlas platform was a success. However we did loose over 200 ships, countless lives. We were successful in destroying the Atlas platform. We had some unexpected help from the Klingon Empire. Captain Alexander Rozhenko of the I.K.S. Worf dropped in per the request of Teva, one of my bridge officers. If they hadn't have helped, this could have been so much different. The Athens is damaged, so there will be repair time. However, it might give my crew a chance to have some well deserved rest and relaxation. We're heading to Starbase 57 for debriefing and repair. My crew performed admirably. It is an honor to serve with each and every one of them. End Log."

A few minutes later, the doorbell chimed. "Come in." Logan said, reading something on a PADD. Claire walked in. "Claire, what can I do for you?" "Logan, I'm so happy that it went well. If I'm being honest, I was scared. But I had faith in everyone. I have faith in you. I knew that you would keep us all safe." "Claire, I couldn't do this if you weren't my first officer. Your advice is invaluable. I have faith that if anything we're to happen to me, you could lead the Athens on in greatness. Claire and Logan walked up to the panoramic window in his ready room. Logan grabbed Claire's hand as they looked out at the passing stars. Claire pulled Logan in closer and they hugged, still staring out the window. "We'll be at Starbase 57 tomorrow. We should go and do something, Claire." "Yes, we should. Let's do. Hey, let's go to the mess hall. I'm hungry." Claire pulled Logan by the hand onto the bridge and to the turbolift. Teva looked at the couple with a smirk as they went to the turbolift. Once the lift doors closed several of the bridge members chuckled and laughed.
The Ruxomar Resurgence Vol. 2 Ch. 8 'ATLAS' Pt. 2
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"Incoming hail from Captain Yuu, putting it onscreen now." "Captain Kuro. We are approximately 5 minutes away from the dropout point. I suggest we start preparing the fighter wings." "I agree, Captain. I also suggest that we have some ships providing cover fire as well." "Acknowledged. Let's get this show on the road." "Attention all ships. This is Captain Kuro. Carrier wings 1-1, 1-2, 1-3, and 1-4, prepare 3 waves of fighters each for immediate departure at dropout. All other carrier units, prepare 5 waves each and standby." "All carrier wings have acknowledged." "Defiant wings 1-1 and 1-2, Toreador wings 1-1, 1-2, and 1-3, Galaxy wings 1-1 and 1-2, once we have arrived at dropout, you are to provide cover fire for the fighters. All other ships are to attack the main station and supporting ships according to your designated battle plan." "All ships have acknowledged. One minute away from dropout." "Attention all ships, dropout in 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, now." At that moment, all 350 ships dropped out of warp just outside of the range of the Atlas platform and their ships.

"Captain Yuu to carrier wings 1-1 through 1-4, initiate launch. All other carrier units, standby for immediate launch." Each wing launched 3 waves of 10 fighters each. "Captain Yuu, Odyssey is changing callsign. Odyssey is now Archangel." "Athens to Archangel. All ships are ready." "Alright then. All ships, initiate attack!" 50 fighters attacked the frontlines of the enemy fleet, catching them off guard, damaging several ships. "Defiant, Toreador, and Galaxy wings, move in closer! We're losing fighters, they need more cover! Athens to carrier wings 1-5 through 1-10, launch your fighters now!" "Archangel to Athens! Status Report!" "We've destroyed several of their ships, but we're no where near close to breaking through. They are launching fighters." "Alright, it's time we send in some heavy artillery. Sovereign-Actual, Archangel. Send in ships at your discretion." "Yes Sir. Sovereign wings 1-1 and 1-2, get in there and do your thing!" Six Sovereign class ships pulled ahead of other ships and unloaded on the enemy frontlines, attempting to make a hole in their lines. "Simmons to Archangel, we have a problem. We've got hull breaches on decks 2, 5, 6, and 8! Casualties on all decks!" "Get out of there Simmons!" "Negative, Archangel." The defiant class U.S.S. Simmons maneuvered through a couple of the enemy lines before being fatally hit with a shot from one of the Eridinian ships. The Simmons was destroyed, severely damaging several of the Eridinian Escorts and battleships. "Target those ships! NOW!" Several of the Ruxomar ships targeted the damaged ships, destroying 8 of them.

"Archangel, Athens." "Go ahead Athens." "Captain Yuu, I have an idea. I want to lead 100 cloak capable ships to the rear of the enemy fleet. We can flank them and hit the station at the same time. It will take about 3 minutes to set up." "Go ahead. Take whatever ships you need, just don't leave us defenseless." Captain Yuu said that last part with a tone of sarcasm. "Defiant-actual, Athens. We need about 30 of your ships." "Acknowledged. I'm placing the entire Defiant wing 3 under your command. That's about 35 ships." "Thank you captain. Hail Zomar wing 5. Zomar 5-actual, this is Athens. I'm taking command of Zomar 5." "Yes sir." The Athens took command of several other wings of various ships from each fleet, totaling 120 ships altogether. "Attention all ships now under my command, initiate cloak and split up into 4 groups, head to your designated point and wait for my signal." Logan's ships moved to their 4 points. "Attention, decloak and open fire. Watch your fire. Keep an eye out for our ships." All 120 ships decloaked and opened fire on the station and the fleet. "Captain, we've got their attention. We've got incoming ships in an attack formation." 3 Defiant class ships decloaked and attacked the incoming ships, destroying them.

"Target the stations shield generators!" "Yes Sir." "Archangel, Athens. How are you doing over there?" "We're fine. The enemy fleet is down to about 200 ships, we've taken loss though. They've taken out several sovereign class ships. We're down to 217 ships in total. We're going to attempt to make a hole in their lines again so we can get through." "Godspeed, Athens out." "Captain, we've dealt some damage to the station. They are starting evacua- captain, hold that thought. We've got an Eridinian battleship changing course, directly for us." "Auxilliary power to shields. Hail Defiant 3. Defaint 3, we have a problem." "We see it. We'll provide some help." "Incoming Fire!" Several shots hit the Athens. "Front shields down to 87 percent. That's some firepower." "Open fire! Target their shield generators and weapons!" Several shots hit one of the defiant class ships, destroying it. "Incoming hail from Archangel!" "Athens, we've broke through. Looks like you've got your hands full. I'm sending ships to assist, we'll hit the station while you take that ship out." The enemy battleship took out several more ships, being barely damaged itself. "We just lost the Nova, the Firesha, and the Wrangler. This ship is too powe-" The battleship landed a hit on the exposed section of the Athens. "Hull Breech, deck 10 section 112-115!" "Captain, we have 5 more ships decloaking! No way... they're Klingon! A Negh'Var and 4 birds of prey!" Logan looked back at Teva, who had a big smirk on her face. "Incoming hail from the Negh'Var." "This is Alexander Rozhenko of the I.K.S. Worf. You look like you could use some assistance!" "You bet! I have my suspicions that a certain bridge officer of mine called you here... thank you for responding. Target that battleship!" "Qapla'." The Negh'var opened fire on the battleship, taking it's shields out. "Fire Torpedoes!" Several combined shots from The Negh'var and the Athens destroyed the battleship. "Athens to Rozhenko. Give us some cover from the fleet while we take out this station. Take out all ships you can!" "Captain, the stations shields are down!" "Destroy it!" The rest of the fleet had taken out most of the enemy fleet, the rest of the ships have retreated. "All ships, fire." The remaining 87 ships opened fire on Atlas. "Captain, the stations core is about to breach, we need to get out of here!" "All ships, set a course to Starbase 57, maximum warp, NOW!" The Atlas' core breached, destroying several more ships before they had a chance to warp out, leaving a total of 82 ships left.

"Open a hail to the I.K.S. Worf. As a thank you for the assistance, we would like to invite you to join us at Starbase 57." "Qapla', we would like that. It was an honor to fight alongside warriors such as yourself." "Qapla', Alexander." "Teva, I knew you had contacts in the Klingon empire, but I had no idea that they were Worf's son!" "I try to keep it a secret. They happened to be in the sector and we needed the help, so..." "Thank you, Teva." Captain Kuro went to his ready room.

"Captain's log, Stardate 93648.9. Today' attack on the Atlas platform was a success. However we did loose over 200 ships, countless lives. We were successful in destroying the Atlas platform. We had some unexpected help from the Klingon Empire. Captain Alexander Rozhenko of the I.K.S. Worf dropped in per the request of Teva, one of my bridge officers. If they hadn't have helped, this could have been so much different. The Athens is damaged, so there will be repair time. However, it might give my crew a chance to have some well deserved rest and relaxation. We're heading to Starbase 57 for debriefing and repair. My crew performed admirably. It is an honor to serve with each and every one of them. End Log."

A few minutes later, the doorbell chimed. "Come in." Logan said, reading something on a PADD. Claire walked in. "Claire, what can I do for you?" "Logan, I'm so happy that it went well. If I'm being honest, I was scared. But I had faith in everyone. I have faith in you. I knew that you would keep us all safe." "Claire, I couldn't do this if you weren't my first officer. Your advice is invaluable. I have faith that if anything we're to happen to me, you could lead the Athens on in greatness. Claire and Logan walked up to the panoramic window in his ready room. Logan grabbed Claire's hand as they looked out at the passing stars. Claire pulled Logan in closer and they hugged, still staring out the window. "We'll be at Starbase 57 tomorrow. We should go and do something, Claire." "Yes, we should. Let's do. Hey, let's go to the mess hall. I'm hungry." Claire pulled Logan by the hand onto the bridge and to the turbolift. Teva looked at the couple with a smirk as they went to the turbolift. Once the lift doors closed several of the bridge members chuckled and laughed.
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Today I leave for camp. so I guess I'll see y'all in a week. Stay safe, everyone!
Why am I still awake right now... what the heck is going on...
Another reason why I love Claire:

So I got really ticked off. Like, I got straight up pissed off. It kinda ruined my entire night after youth. So I asked her "Hey [Claire], I have a facor to ask. Could you send me a couple funny pictures?"
She sent me like 14. I asked for like 2 or 3 XD I mean that's not as much as it has before. Once, in one message, she sent me like over 50. That was a great time XD (ok I digress I'm just rambling now.)
Camp is in 2 weeks - tbh I'm not very excited for it... *sigh*
Sometimes, things just go crazy. Sometimes they don't. Tonight was a mix.
I've been watching a show called Miraculous. I really like it XD
I've finally found something that describes me. It would mean a lot if you could take the time to read this! The whole thing about anxiety and feeling like everyone is going to leave, that's what I feel. Please take the time to read this...
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I have the most amazing girlfriend ever. I kinda had a little freakout a bit ago, and (as always) she made me happy and made me smile and calmed me down. Happy 6 months, Claire! (I <3 youuu)
Today marks 6 months that Claire and I have been together!!! It's been like, the best 6 months of my life. Claire, you are an amazing person! You're always there when I need you, you always seem to be able to brighten up my days when I need it, you can always make me laugh, and you're just all around phenomenal! ... ... I was gonna do a drawing for you... I worked on it for like 4 1/2 hours last night... but I quit it cus I couldn't get it right...
In just 2 short days, Claire and I will have officially been dating for 6 months... that's a lot XD So yeah, I am planning on doing something special for her tho
Sometimes Claire and I go on sprees of sending cute little heart emoji's to each other XD
I swear, someone better play Skillet - Not Gonna Die Tonight at my funeral.
The last thing I heard...
was you whispering "goodbye"...
and then I heard you flatline!

No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta stand and fight forever (don't close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta fight for us together
No, we're not gonna die tonight
(NOTE: Claire, if you start reading this before we have that chance to talk, I ask that you stop until we can talk, I'd rather you find out through me IRL rather than some journal I make on DA. However, if you *must* read on, so be it. You're amazing Claire <3)

Hello everyone, my name is CenaKat. Though some of you may know me by some of my nicknames, such as Kuudere, or Kriss Neo, or you may simply know me as Ian, my name. Very recently I feel like my life, I've been starting to slide downhill again. I don't know why. I have the best church family in the world, I have the absolute best friends in the world (Lookin' at you Aud, Claire, and Cady ofc.) and I have the absolute most phenomenal girlfriend ever. But... why... why do I feel like I'm falling apart? I'm going to explain some things to all y'all, and at the same time I'm going to try and discover why I feel like I do. I'm more than likely going to detail everything in the title. However, the future shouldn't be that bleak.

First off, everything bad.  
Anxiety, Depression, Suicide. (This first section mostly details Depression and Suicide.)

When I was younger I suffered with really, REALLY bad depression. Enough to prompt me to attempt to kill myself (we'll get to that later). Ever since 2008 I have been living under a parent who is constantly drunk, mentally and verbally abuse, and to be perfectly honest, a tyrant. To be honest, that is what he is; a "cruel and oppressive ruler/leader." My mother... what to say about her... she tries her best, but she can't really do much. She has a smoking addiction, and she has several mental and physical ailments that make her unable to do a lot of things we, the ones who don't have those sort of things, able to do. Growing up, I never really had any friends until I met Ashlynne in 2010/2011. She is still a great friend of mine, but since I moved to Texas I feel like we're not as close. We dont talk super often (once a week or so... maybe every 2). My father ruined several holidays back in Arizona, and she would always be there for me. When I moved to Texas back in 2012, I lost that. I lost my sense of security. (Note, I am a Christian, and I was at this time. I just... wasn't faithful.) When I moved to Texas, I knew no one, and I mean no one. No one besides my immediate family, which I didn't see often at all, still dont. We lived with my grandma, but that didn't change much, I knew no-one my age. Another year and a half of alcohol and abuse came by, another year or so of depression growing worse and worse. I finally decided to go to Mims, my church. I knew no one. I walked in, Dustin (the youth leader) was the only person who introduced himself to me. I went, sat down for the entire time. No one (out of like 40-50 people) came up to me. I was alone. I went home, and I swore I would never set foot in Mims Baptist ever again. Another year or so has come and gone; the same story. More drunkenness, fighting, depression. That is when I decided that it was over, done... I was done. I attempted to kill myself. Unsuccessfully obviously, since I'm sitting here writing this. Do I regret it... yes and no. Yes, because what if? What if I HAD ended myself? I would have not had the opportunity to do as many fun things as I have... I wouldn't have been able to meet all of the wonderful people I have. No, because it wouldn't give me this chance to reflect on it now. If I had, I wouldn't have me all the amazing people I had. I was just being a self centered stupid idiot thinking the world would be better off without me. Jump a month or 2 forward. I went against my promise, and I stepped foot in Mims once more. This day would forever change me. I met Candice, an amazing friend. She persuaded me to keep coming... I did. I went to snac, and I just kept coming. We hung out so much. Next month, another time for snac. I went, she wasn't there. I was alone again. (I still hadn't met anyone else at this time). I was sitting on a chair, eating pizza all by myself. Then, Aud and Claire came up and introduced themselves to me. We hung out the entire time. Little did I know that they would impact me as much as they would. I'm dating Claire, and Aud is one of my best friends. (anyways, back to that time, approx. May 2014.) I was still depressed, though. However, through the love and friendship of all my friends, I was brought out. I was saved from my own personal hell.

(jump forward to the middle of 2016)

Life has been good. I have all the phenomenal people in my life I do (Note: Claire and I are not dating yet, we started dating in Nov. of 2016). Something happens in my life, and I just start going back downhill. I just start getting depressed again. My father is back living with us full time and his problem is still here full time. I just.. I don't know how to describe it, besides how I already have. Depression. recently, about a month ago, (as of 5/5/17) I had a thought. I had a thought that I could end myself right then and there. It could all be over. This time I didn't act on it.  This past Friday night/Saturday morning at our lock in, I asked to step out onto our balcony at the student center. The second the doors closed... I feel to my knees and started crying. For a solid 20 minutes, I was outside, crying my eyes out. No one was there, which was kind of a good thing. I tried to get Claire to come out with me, but she was really tired. So I just let her be alone like she asked. It's obvious, to me, and to my friends that I'm still depressed, though. I hate it. Claire, when you say "Just stop being sad"... it's not that easy. As much as I love you, and as much as you mean to me, I just cant do that. Claire, you are a big part of my life, I need you, and I love you. You bring light do the days that I'm sad and depressed, and you're just all around an amazing person. It's kind of weird though... because when you do say that... I kind of do stop being sad for that immediate moment... I don't really know ;-; (I hope that this kind of explains why I cant just stop being sad). Aud, you too. You're one of my best friends. You've helped me through dark times aplenty. I feel like this is a good section to leas into anxiety.

Anxiety: "1. a state of uneasiness or tension caused by apprehension of possible future misfortune, danger, etc; worry
2. intense desire; eagerness
3. (Psychology) psychol a state of intense apprehension or worry often accompanied by physical symptoms such as shaking, intense feelings in the gut, etc, common in mental illness or after a very distressing experience."
The best one that fits me, I feel is 1. However, if I were to place a definition of it, tailored to my life, it would be: "feeling that I'm going to loose everyone I have. Feeling like I'm going to loose my friends, my girlfriend, everyone."  

What's bad about that, is that all of them have already told me not to. Aud, Claire, Cady, etc, all of them. There's a feeling inside that I can't get over. I just... can't. I feel like if I do one little thing wrong, I'll loose everyone. It's stupid, I know. However, it's my greatest fear. I have this feeling of anxiety almost every day. I just cant get over it... I need some help with it.

Now, on to the bright (ish) stuff. The future.
What does my future look like? I don't know, I just don't. Something big is going to be happening... I cant get into detail, but lets just say... My mother will be getting a house, we'll both be getting vehicles, and I'll be out of my abusive relationship with that drunk. But, what about the long distance future? Like, one year, two years, three? What's going to happen? Will I still be dating Claire? I sure hope so. Cus you're an amazing person, Claire. (<3). Will I still even be here? I don't know. The future isn't bleak, but it's not exactly bright. Brighter than it is now. I don't know what else I can say about the future... so I guess I just wont. I'm still very insecure about the future. It all links back to the anxiety. I'm anxious and insecure about what's gonna happen. I'm anxious and insecure about everything. I'm... I don't know.

My name is CenaKat/Kuudere/Ian or whatever you so want to call me, and until next time.
Anxiety, Depression, Suicide, and The Future.
In this I tell you my story. What I'm going through. My hell. Please be kind.  As well if it's incorrectly placed in whatever category, let me know where to send it to.
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(NOTE: Claire, if you start reading this before we have that chance to talk, I ask that you stop until we can talk, I'd rather you find out through me IRL rather than some journal I make on DA. However, if you *must* read on, so be it. You're amazing Claire <3)

Hello everyone, my name is CenaKat. Though some of you may know me by some of my nicknames, such as Kuudere, or Kriss Neo, or you may simply know me as Ian, my name. Very recently I feel like my life, I've been starting to slide downhill again. I don't know why. I have the best church family in the world, I have the absolute best friends in the world (Lookin' at you Aud) and I have the absolute most phenomenal girlfriend ever. But... why... why do I feel like I'm falling apart? I'm going to explain some things to all y'all, and at the same time I'm going to try and discover why I feel like I do. I'm more than likely going to detail everything in the title. However, the future shouldn't be that bleak.

First off, everything bad.  
Anxiety, Depression, Suicide. (This first section mostly details Depression and Suicide.)

When I was younger I suffered with really, REALLY bad depression. Enough to prompt me to attempt to kill myself (we'll get to that later). Ever since 2008 I have been living under a parent who is constantly drunk, mentally and verbally abuse, and to be perfectly honest, a tyrant. To be honest, that is what he is; a "cruel and oppressive leader." My mother... what to say about her... she tries her best, but she can't really do much. She has a smoking addiction, and she has several mental and physical ailments that make her unable to do a lot of things we, the ones who don't have those sort of things, able to do. Growing up, I never really had any friends until I met Ashlynne in 2010/2011. She is still a great friend of mine, but since I moved to Texas I feel like we're not as close. We dont talk super often (once a week or so... maybe every 2). My father ruined several holidays back in Arizona, and she would always be there for me. When I moved to Texas back in 2012, I lost that. I lost my sense of security. (Note, I am a Christian, and I was at this time. I just... wasn't faithful.) When I moved to Texas, I knew no one, and I mean no one. No one besides my immediate family, which I didn't see often at all, still dont. We lived with my grandma, but that didn't change much, I knew no one my age. Another year and a half of alcohol and abuse came by, another year or so of depression growing worse and worse. I finally decided to go to Mims, my church. I knew no one. I walked in, Dustin (the youth leader) was the only person who introduced himself to me. I went, sat down for the entire time. No one (out of like 40-50 people) came up to me. I was alone. I went home, and I swore I would never set foot in Mims Baptist ever again. Another year or so has come and gone; the same story. More drunkenness, fighting, depression. That is when I decided that it was over, done... I was done. I attempted to kill myself. Unsuccessfully obviously, since I'm sitting here writing this. Do I regret it... yes and no. Yes, because what if? What if I HAD ended myself. No, because it wouldn't give me this chance to reflect on it now. If I had, I wouldn't have me all the amazing people I had. I was just being a self centered stupid idiot thinking the world would be better off without me. Jump a month or 2 forward. I went against my promise, and I stepped foot in Mims once more. This day would forever change me. I met Candice, an amazing friend. She persuaded me to keep coming... I did. I went to snac, and I just kept coming. We hung out so much. Next month, another time for snac. I went, she wasn't there. I was alone again. (I still hadn't met anyone else at this time). I was sitting on a chair, eating pizza all by myself. Then, Aud and Claire came up and introduced themselves to me. We hung out the entire time. Little did I know that they would impact me as much as they would. I'm dating Claire, and Aud is one of my best friends. (anyways, back to that time, approx. May 2014.) I was still depressed, though. However, through the love and friendship of all my friends, I was brought out. I was saved from my own personal hell.

(jump forward to the middle of 2016)

Life has been good. I have all the phenomenal people in my life I do (Note: Claire and I are not dating yet, we started dating Nov. 17th 2016). Something happens in my life, and I just start going back downhill. I just start getting depressed again. My father is back living with us full time and his problem is still here full time. I just.. I don't know how to describe it, besides how I already have. Depression. recently, about a month ago, I had a thought. I had a thought that I could end myself right then and there. It could all be over. This time I didn't act on it.  This past Friday night/Saturday morning at our lock in, I asked to step out onto our balcony at the student center. The second the doors closed... I feel to my knees and started crying. For a solid 20 minutes, I was outside, crying my eyes out. No one was there, which was kind of a good thing. I tried to get Claire to come out with me, but she was really tired. So I just let her be alone like she asked. It's obvious, to me, and to my friends that I'm still depressed, though. I hate it. Claire, when you say "Just stop being sad"... it's not that easy. As much as I love you, and as much as you mean to me, I just cant do that. Claire, you are a big part of my life, I need you, and I love you. You bring light do the days that I'm sad and depressed (minus the lock-in), and you're just an amazing person. Aud, you too. You're one of my best friends. You've helped me through dark times aplenty. I feel like this is a good section to leas into anxiety.

Anxiety: "1. a state of uneasiness or tension caused by apprehension of possible future misfortune, danger, etc; worry
2. intense desire; eagerness
3. (Psychology) psychol a state of intense apprehension or worry often accompanied by physical symptoms such as shaking, intense feelings in the gut, etc, common in mental illness or after a very distressing experience."
The best one that fits me, I feel is 1. However, if I were to place a definition of it, tailored to my life, it would be: "feeling that I'm going to loose everything I've worked for. Feeling like I'm going to loose my friends, my girlfriend, everyone."  

What's bad about that, is that all of them have already told me not to. Aud, Jenna, Cady, etc, all of them. There's a feeling inside that I can't get over. I just... can't. I feel like if I do one little thing wrong, I'll loose everyone. It's stupid, I know. However, it's my greatest fear. I have this feeling of anxiety almost every day. I just cant get over it... I need some help with it.

Now, on to the bright (ish) stuff. The future.
What does my future look like? I don't know, I just don't. Something big is going to be happening... I cant get into detail, but lets just say... My mother will be getting a house, we'll both be getting vehicles, and I'll be out of my abusive relationship with that drunk. But, what about the long distance future? Like, one year, two years, three? What's going to happen? Will I still be dating Claire? I sure hope so. Cus you're an amazing person, Claire. (<3). Will I still even be here? I don't know. The future isn't bleak, but it's not exactly bright. Brighter than it is now. I don't know what else I can say about the future... so I guess I just wont. I'm still very insecure about the future. It all links back to the anxiety. I'm anxious and insecure about what's gonna happen. I'm anxious and insecure about everything. I'm... I don't know.

My name is CenaKat/Kuudere/Ian or whatever you so want to call me, and until next time.
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Well hey guys it's me. I'm doing a meme. Woothoo. I took this from TreePencil because yeh. Woooo

LOLI/SHOTA

[X] You tilt your head when you’re confused. (At times.)

[X] You love sweets and cute things. 
 
[/] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends. 

[] People often call you cute. (HAHAHHAHAHAHA no.)

[X] You care a lot about your friends. 

[] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements.

[] You like bright, soft colors. (I like black. ;p)

[/] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs. 

[/] You add things to the end of your friend’s names.

[] People often say “aww” when you’ve done something clumsy/silly.

[X] You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship. 

Total : 6.5


TSUNDERE

[X] You come off as tough and confident on the outside, when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside. 

[X] You often hide your true feelings for someone. 

[/] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you.

[X] You are protective.

[X] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still on the inside worried that you’ve hurt them. 

[] You are easily embarrassed.

[X] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them. 

[X] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings. 

[XX] You can be violent at times.  ("at times" sure yeah lets go with that)

[/] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away. 

[] You never cry in front of others. 

Total : 9 (yes I'm counting the double X as 2 points cus I want to. Fite me)


YANDERE

[X] You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly. 

[] When angry, you normally hide it until the time for revenge is right.

[X] You can at times, be obsessive. 

[X] People have said you are “two-faced”.  (Hell I've admitted it myself.)

[] People tell you that you’re nice, but can be creepy at times. 

[] You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset. 

[] People find it weird to see you anything other than gentle and smiling.

[X] When you’re upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh.

[X] You can get very violent. 

[] You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more. 

[X] You like colors like dark blue or light red. 

Total : 6


KUUDERE - (SPECIAL NOTE FOR THIS ONE: My nickname is Kuudere on like everywhere, so I'm a Kuudere regardless)

[X] You don’t show your emotions to others. (I try not too)

[X] When you become close to someone, you slowly open up. 

[XX] Although you don’t show it, you are easily made happy. 

[X] You care for others a lot, still you don’t show it. 

[X] People think you are mysterious. 

[XX] You can be shy.

[X] You aren't very loud, rather silent.

[X] You know who to trust and who not to. 

[X] You choose which friend you can trust wisely.

[/]You like simple colors, like light purple or white. 

[x] You are rather mature. 

Total : 12.5


DANDERE

[X] You are a shy person.

[X] You are quiet and don’t speak up for yourself.

[/] You look down instead of straight forwards when walking. 

[/] You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking.

[X] You have stage fright.

[/] You are stoic and not very open.  (depends on the person)

[] You hide yourself with your hair at times.

[] You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird.

[X] You are afraid of meeting new people.

[X] You are a hard worker. 

[X] You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you'll cherish it very much.

Total : 7.5




LOLI/SHOTA = 6.5
TSUNDERE = 9
YANDERE = 6
KUUDERE = 12.5
DANDERE =  7.5

Hella!  I tag whoever want's 'ta do this ;D
  • Listening to: LUVOROTORRRRRY
  • Reading: Texts
  • Watching: WWE: SmackDown
  • Playing: Star Trek Online
  • Eating: A Whole Box of Mac N Cheese
  • Drinking: Coffee

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theYasha Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
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CenaKat Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heyyy thanks!!! ;D
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Elf--Spirit Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
❤ Happy new year!Give this heart to everyone you don't want to lose in "2017" including me if you care. Try to collect 12 it's not easy! Be honest and send this to anyone who made u smile this year💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟💫❤💥🌟 💫💌
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Euderion Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a million for the Dev-Watch! deviantART 
Very glad you like my artworks!!
Have a good Day!!! :salute: N7 Chat Icon Star Trek Icon
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CenaKat Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Of course!  Star Trek (and coffee) is basically my lifeblood, your works are awesome!

You too!!
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Joran-Belar Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav on

And behold a pale Horse... by Joran-Belar

Greez
J.J.
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